well yeah im sitting here @ mistys house while her and rob play hardcore pool downstairs lol.. and i was just lookin around @ everyones xangas and stuff and i read jhenns and rachaels.. and i had no idea that they were both thinking about the exact same thing that im dealing with...

everyones talking about changing for other people and figuring out who ur true friends are.. and its probly cuz this is summer and u dont really keep in touch with half of the people you care about and wanna see and all that good stuff.. but seriously if someone has the guts 2 walk away from you and make you feel like you need 2 change, they arent worth it and theyre not a true friend

im not trying 2 sound all dramatic and emotional b/c thats the last thing i wanna be right now cuz its summer and im having fun and stuff.. but theres definetley some people i can name that havent exactly been there like a true friend should. i was on the phone w/ one of my guy friends the other night and he told me how dramatic my life was and that i needed 2 let go of a lotta things that were holding me back from being the person that i am and its soo true. so if ne one reading this has been severly annoyed (ha) by all of my complaining and drama.. im REALLY sorry. it took me a while 2 realize i was this way but im trying 2 make it better.

sooo peace out kids!