yeah its been a REALLY long time since i wrote in this thing so i decided 2 give it a go..ha

hmmm way 2 much has happened in the past like month and a half.. its all good tho and its teaching me a lot.. ive been trying 2 see the best in every sitiuation im in and sometimes its hard but its what u gotta do. u dont wanna go through life always being negative and looking @ the what if's the whole time.. that sucks. thats pretty much the kinda person i used to be, im still working on it n everything but all last year and the year b4 i was the biggest drama queen and i would always look like 2 years in advance and worry about what was gonna happen. so i guess God's really just shown me that if u let it go and let him take control, everything works out fine. i just always try and control things myself and when i do it all falls apart. i dunno i guess its just hard sometimes 2 give up every single thing in ur life 2 God. butttt it has 2 be done! ha

but ne ways i cant wait til august cuzzz im pretty sure im goin 2 the beach w/ jac n chell! so that'l be awesome.. umm my bdays in like 4 days! woot the big 1-6 ha too bad i dont get my license til september 18th. hmm.. misty goes outta town that day too w/ amanda.. michelle's in fla.. so is andrea.. catie katie and julie leave 2morrow & theyre comin back on the 17th.. natalie campos is in bama.. gets back 2morrow but then leaves 4 pc in like a week or something.. so yeah. lol just in case u all were wondering my friends schedules.

well ne ways. its 12:25 in the am

and im leaving 4 white water at 10:00 in the am

so im gonna go stuff my face w/ whatever we have in the kitchen & then go 2 sleep!

<3 cathie